how can i say....
i dont feel confidence on what im doing now, huge mistake i know. no matter how i try, again and again, still let people judge in the end... i know that i did too much mistake, i need people who actually truly support me at the back.... and i'm trying my best to improve, should know that it takes time and help. why must i be the only one to help people without their appreciate ? and why im the only one they are relying with but didn't show any contribution also? i admit that i do care about what people talk about me. another mistake. for "teamwork" why you guys want to do this to me? another saying, i could thank you guys for encourage me to prove that i can do it and prove you all, not just talk like you guys :) and i can do the best for this team!
ps: i like it when i have bad shit mood to express my feeling on my blog, then my mood turns to positive after i write this blog. feel so much better now :) but......
when can i stop doing this shit.... sigh*~ >.<
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