a little matter

Day 3. its been very long time never talk to him since that day we fight.
to be honest i suffered so much by purposely ignored him when he say he miss me. :(
i just dont know how to face him again...

This is the last week of December. I'm worried so much cause i still couldn't get an internship offered by any company yet and waited too long for their response. started feel weird about it, maybe there's something wrong with my curriculum vitae? I've checked for few times though. and there's no any possibility that i called 5 company and sent them my cv, none of them are giving me one single response....
damn... where's my luck man?..  >.<!
really hope that i can start my intern as soon as possible. patient~~

ps: i really dislike my aunt now. the way she cut my hair always not show my expected result even though i gave her some instruction. see! I look like 90% Japanese! i should look more mature since my face is super chubby already! :'(

winter solstice!

homemade tang yuan made by me! :D

supposedly mum and my brother is helping me out last night :'(

i still prefer the taste of tang tuan by homemade 

wherever i ate from any Chinese restaurant or else.

im gonna eat more cause is only once a year! LOL! 

enjoy! ciao~ :)

this december!

sorry. im planning make audience drool by these pictures first before i start talking  :D
yesterday had lunch with she ling in Zakka mini restaurant at sri petaling.
it is a very cute place there
also selling house and girls accessories. their concept is good but
hopefully attract more customers...cause is too peaceful there :s
yet, i rate it 4.5 stars!

good friend from PJCAD.  lovely her 

.... no, i only lagsana. not both!

last week i just back from INTI sfundamento camp... urm... participate as a crew there ^^''
3 days activities is rush and rush and rush. lead the whole team, is not easy. i was expecting we also have chance to join them and play as well cause this is my first time to participate in camp, jungle trekking, flying fox and stuff. disappointed for me.but im afraid of height so forget it  :P  its still fun to meet alot of friends there and the juniors. they are friendly and humorous! sometimes they have a strong personalities and motivation when comes to team work, really inspire me. actually the kids now days are not that bad as i imagined :)  

Heading to Trolak Felda Residence, Perak!! 

<3 <3 <3

classmate: Dashenee and Stephanie :) 

classmate: Jeremy and Raffique!

reach!

water rafting! heard one of a student break the bamboo when he sit on ,
shock! :P dont worry the pond water level is not that deep. but cant
gurantee there will be reptile or not :s its fun! 

END for today! :X

Semester 6 completed!

Finally... marketing project are officially done!
after 4 days of hardwork, we've earned RM662 total up! although there's many conflicts around us, you know it always have a argument when everything's settle but profit to share with all members....... yet, i still enjoyed so much with this experience. produce our own product, raising our campaign which we never did this with our own before. is extremely tired when i have to deal with one thing alone all by myself and other wouldnt give a shit but push their own responsibility to me back. it sucks.
but i still get comfort that my handmade pouch and earphone holder, those are best seller even still receive many students order. we still get good response from our friend, so we decide to continue our business when we got time ^^''
oh! do visit our facebook: https://www.facebook.com/pages/Bite/496776170343456
all are handmade! support us please? :)

I love this picture so much. after tiresome of Mr.adobe flash, jeremy draw us mini cute moustache on our hand while chit chatting :)

Well, assessment and exams just finish. time to move on to internships soon. will be more busy days coming :( so wish me luck to have a good company and nice people to work with.

date with mei hui!

I've spend such a nice day with mei hui today! greatest saturday ever! even though is only 2 of us. watch "The Thieves" in Tropicana City with couple seat, hahah! is weird like other couple beside keep staring at us. but we enjoy hugging each other when we get cold. :P by the way, is a nice korean+hong kong movie, a lot of funny scene and very cool action part when they trying to steal an antique from a dumb rich man(front part). and and i miss this part. i really like the girl who act "yenicall", forgot whats her name but i remember she is quite famous in korea. she is super hot in this movie. everybody got to watch! 

i like it very much, rate 5 stars! :) 

happy birthday yen shia!

Big day for my sister( Yen Shia ) today. I mean yesterday. just pass 3 hours ago. Unfortunately she cant celebrate her birthday with family... cause that bitch choose to celebrate with her boyfriend. = =
she's been checking her facebook notification for hours, and said to me: every year i received the same wishes in facebook, you better do something special" LOL. so i did this shit out. was expected will be done among 3 hour. who knows....... sigh* long story about that stupid house electric fuse burns out.

so she better click "like" in facebook. - -

hard days for sewing

damn frustrating...i skipped class for three day, guess this is the 3rd time absent for every subject. probably gonna receive a warning letter soon :(

how can i say....
i dont feel confidence on what im doing now, huge mistake i know. no matter how i try, again and again, still let people judge in the end... i know that i did too much mistake, i need people who actually truly support me at the back.... and i'm trying my best to improve, should know that it takes time and help. why must i be the only one to help people without their appreciate ? and why im the only one they are relying with but didn't show any contribution also?  i admit that i do care about what people talk about me. another mistake. for "teamwork" why you guys want to do this to me? another saying, i could thank you guys for encourage me to prove that i can do it and prove you all, not just talk like you guys :) and i can do the best for this team!



ps: i like it when i have bad shit mood to express my feeling on my blog, then my mood turns to positive after i write this blog. feel so much better now :)  but......
when can i stop doing this shit.... sigh*~  >.<

week 11.

It's monday! LOL. took this photo in The Mines. this banner is too big and adorable! peace with hush puppy! :)  

It's been awhile, nearly one month i've stop blogging, simply because of making port folio for next semester internship :(  Especially, marketing project. quite upset, i spent more than 2 weeks, sewing those products, like me alone doing 4-5 products, not unnecessary how many products each of the member should be done although they have said one person do 3, but what i have done no one do appreciate, but gossip at the back even though they only did 1. seriously, 4 member doing one product. not only that, it actually had alot of dramas behind. speechless.... so dont ever say about girls like to make dramas around, guys did the most. :)

what I've sew for marketing :)
items included:
coaster, characters (pan-ta/kurovin) accessory,  earphone holder,
pouch, and another coming up pencil case wrapper? :)

seriously, dont you think "kurovin" sounds better than "pan-ta" ? its funny that the guy who designed the character, he actually need someone to guide him what name he should put for the mascot. i mean like, its your creation, you have a right to put the name you like. In fact, its our mascot, no matter hows the decision made should be request every members opinion, you're the man so lets play fair alright? this is what i'm totally not satisfied about, if you really think yourself a leader prove that you gt strength please.

yesterday, even though tons of the projects and work to do, i still decide to participate Frankenweenie sketching final competition. i thought i was the only one from my college representing, but then accidently meet 2 juniors are there to join in! first thing come into my mindi can dont die alone :D (evil) seriously, my sketching is super sucks! i mean i cant believe i spent 2 hours time drawing sparky only! duh! background only stupid cloud! luckily mine is not there when everyone try to search for their artwork. sungguh mengsiasuikan...

MC doing his humouroustalk and brief. 

student from every colleges!

college juniors! they're friendly + lovely!
left: suzzane
right: sherene 

after result announcement, MOVIE!! ^^
we gt this free 2 tickets for each person. what i can say, another
great movie from Tim Burton! touching story between victor and sparky.
i just wonder why sparky is the only dead animal can come alive
without turning into monster.... anyway, the science teacher rocks! 

after movie? dinner of course! at "The little Wok"
dont say, the food is not that satisfy. thats why i dont take photo
haha!

diary book from yin!

hey. is been long time i leave this blog alone. babeh, mama is back!
is very surprised that yin find me in facebook yesterday, said that she has a gift for me from taiwan.
i was curious when i told her that she can pass it to shi teng when i havent arrive to school, and she tell me that she didnt seen her for long time ago and not talking to each other. okay.... wierd. but the next day she told me everything about shi teng. finally! i can say PROBLEM SOLVED! or END OF THIS STORY. cause someone gt paid for it. and she deserve it ? ok lets dont try to be bitch. but is worth saying when think back how people talk bad about me at the back and its not true. forget it people.

is a diary book from taiwan yin gave to me. really lovely and i love it so much! i know it look just a normal book, but inside layout is cool. taiwan retro style is very unique! i feel glad and lucky to have them even when we are not close friend or either good friend , they still brought me a gift from other country. and is good to have their trust back.

another... bad new or good news. remember i wrote about me and my geng was in the star newspaper?
we got lucky to have our fifth member- Jeremy Mark. :) he's cool and good in illustration and also presentation skill is not bad. hope our design geng will much improve and popular! :P haha! by the way, we have this 2 projects have to be completely done by end of this week! lets pray for me still can be survive till end of this week!




ps: oh yea... mei hui failed the driving test today. i told her not to panic when go up to the slobe... haih~
 

oh yeah~ college gonna reopen this wednesday after raya.
i dont know why i got this little feel so nervous. this is the last semester we got and next we have our internship! omo~ wish me all the best for this semester, score well!!

another good news! within 1 month we ate twice of mcdonals every week just to get the damn olympic glasses, and here we are, collected 2 set of 6 mcd glasses! phew! imagine each of the colour design i collected 2 of it, lets calculate how many kg of fat inside my body.*sigh~
dont ever mention "mcdonalds" this word, i cant guarantee i can control myself of giving them a punch.

say bling bling!

Mood today:
Great time at 3 two square having green tea latte during group discussion about SME project. 

enjoyed that moment so much. 

Sweet Gathering

CONGRATULATION to Dato' Lee Chong wei! SILVER MEDAL for olympic 2012!! yay! so happy!
Thanks for putting so much effort for making malaysian proud! you're the first talented badminton player and best athlete ever! you had put too much pressure on yourself , please rest more and get well soon :) 

Just before yesterday, we had our primary school gathering at my cousin house(also my classmates). Sadly, just almost half of the ex-classmates attend. We having fun around at her place, talk loudly, play madly, and enjoyed so much with soo ling's food even though is not that tasty (honestly :P) but everybody still appreciate her effort by force themselves to stuck in ALL the food to their stomach, also made fun of her food of course! Time goes so fast, everyone has their own career and studies. i wish we can maintain our good friendship till end till we old! :') OH! forgot to mention the last picture is me and zhi xuan! my best best friend ever in my life nearly 11 years relationship! 

Before this gathering, we had our own sweet time hanging around also with wei xian at Sunway Pyramid, watched "greedy ghost", eat Sakae Sushi as our lunch. With xuan's saying that " long time for once, is alright " we ate alot of sashimi and sushi till the bill reach RM 129! damn it, shock me gao gao. i didnt bring enough money. only left RM 26 something. lucky wei xian pay most of it. i only pay for RM 20. phew! Sunway Pyramid Sakae Sushi quite sucks anyway :s

love this picha ever! :D 

anyway, situation of me now still having sem break. receiving projects from college, upgrading our own skills... and when can we graduate... :(
this sem break is just too long...

OMO!!

pS: Smile always no matter what, like this cat! nyah!

work hard for the best!

Wohoo! at The Star special first page! yea, im the shortest ^^

hard work really paid off and also on newspaper! 
the hilarious part is we've brought 4-5 newspaper including NST newspaper for each one of us to show off
on that day. haha! this is the greatest experience in my life and i will keep it on and challenge more things!
wachhhaaaa~!


having long semester break right now, while enjoying life we received some of another projects from Malaysian SME. hope we can do better this time and remain our amazing team work spirit :)
and also another coming up projects from OMG again very soon.
me need to work hard!! and harder!!! improve my presentation skill! = =




logo design! oh yea, my weakpoint too :(

when problem comes...

Great!! all my hardwork are gone!
my damn useless laptop gonna throw it away soon! really really REALLY SOON!
what happen is it just pop out the warning that my battery gonna die out for 5 minutes, but it just automatically shut down with 1 second!
my AI havent save!! F*ck!
i have twist my brain juice so much and spend so long time to complete my poster it just gone by 1 second! i swear if i have extra money i need new one as soon as possible :(

SLEEP NOW! i need more energy for tomorrow rush my menu and poster(again) for murasaki!
(supposely i plan to rush menu design tomorrow but fail )
cross finger! i can complete all by monday! if not my assessment will die gao gao!
nites all!

lucky me, have saved the Jpeg version.
:(

everybody talks (too much)

好吵　好吵　好吵！！

currently at SS14 mc donalds doing work and get interrupted from the unknown group next table. damn!
you dont have to talk like you're in speech so loud and you think who you are?!
3level just full of one voice! isssh.... 

working on typography work as usual, the process slow until like we dont know when we can finish. 

good thing is i mess up the date, the assessment date was next week. thank god! 

still have menu design, poster design and those what have to prepared are not on track right now.
and add on packaging 2 i didnt even touch anything!! assessment NEXT WEEK!
so freaking stress :(

by the way, just received a bad news from family. they decided buy the house located in Bukit Serdang...
is not that terrible i mean, double storey, spaces infront the gates and corridor, 4 rooms with 1 store room
transport i.... argh! just leave it never mind.
just that some decision have to make it clear before you put very big amount of money to buy a thing right?
is it you call it reconsider as you see it you think awhile then buy ? whats the point?
ok fine. i know i shouldn't give too much opinion. im not the one who take the money out anyway :/

no matter how and what things happen not that successfully, my new good friend she ling will find me and have a talk to let my mood tone down. i feel so lucky to have all my best friend and good friend :)


ps: btw, i miss you yen yen....  :'( 

half story of the friends with benefit :)

WTF weyh! just now when i was helping my mum arranging the couches at living room, the dogs bark so hard from my neighbor house, i feel curious went out and check it was a indian guy staring at the dogs barking! i was like what the..! thought i saw something i shouldnt see, cause seriously! that guy standing pose look like a ghost standing and watch the dog bark till 1 minute he only walk by our house. on the same time mummy close the living room small gates, that feller stop and stare at us again! we pretend ntg happen continue do our stuff, but the guy still staring about 30 second he is still not moving! what the! my mom shout at him. still not moving. i shout too, then he only say us kurang ajar! = = i shout again "you tengok apa?!" he only start moving and say tengok org kurang ajar. SO damn speechless and so unsafe. imagine what if he turn back again?
really need to be-careful and alert. i just saw another news from fb. a girl about to go back home from parking place at The Curve mall, almost kena culik and rape. lucky she jump out of the car and save her life.
dear, our faithful police in our country, please do something before our country get more worst ? 


i hate getting so damn early and yet i slept late before the day! need to rush thousand of projects at the same day! and next week is assessment week! hope i pass though everything smoothly just next week pls? :(
i enjoy so much for today with my design team at OMD office, they are funny actually :)  and getting relax alot when after telling the truth to others... at the same time that person also feel happy all the time today and truth of her mystery finally reveal slowly...half solved can say... i know im stupid enough when i talk to her and look at her eye i still feel like im betraying her. but! im not regret of anything! my bestfriend are right! when you put so much effort and your heart to ppl, but that person treat you like SHIT reversly, better give up no matter how hard.
all i just hope i can solve this early to know what's hiding from me for 1 year plus from her and avoid anything happen at least for future.

To my friends, i know you guys care about me, keep on telling me no need care this kind of ppl, and dont even worth to get bother of.
yea.... if she's from july intakes i dont even give any piss of her. maybe will just not joining her?
but she's the first friend at college i met. the best friend i had the first time at college. im not regret i forgiving her too much, i can just blame myself know everything is not seem that right but i still believe on her.
call me a stupid cause im the person who give too much of feeling to a person/friends/bestfriend long time i couldn't take back anymore. :)

another topic, i feel useless at OMD office just now...
everyone is doing one project and i sitting there doing ntg :(  sorry for dasheenee... i should help you find picture but i cannot find better one and i feel so lost that time ..... ><
when i can get my confidence?! arghhh!!
oh! another selfphoto! ^^ going to upload to fb soon... thats it! nites everyone.
enjoy reading my blog edmond ? :P one long piece of essay... 

elder sis & younger bro! :) 

damn it! eye bad so thick and dark eye circle!!! 

for fb profile pic? 

nob!

being insame! :)

mother's day design consolation mine!
first time got award for my design, proud of myself! 

anyway! this have to be record down! i gt new hard disk!! yepiiiiieeee!!! ^^ 

birth of tiger-meow!

meow! yes! this is the fourth time create blog!
I've been stop blogging since about.... 1+ year i guess? my life become so extremely busy since i start college at PJCAD. TONS of assignment and projects are like a endless mission to complete! hope i can get a little time to blog as well. i actually like blogging but ..... the "best" part is when uploading photos! Seriously will take me much time to upload when line is slow. (as usual my house internet connection). plus the arrangement. OKAY! cut down grandma stories! i suppose to talk about me and my darling's tiger-meow!
It happened just yesterday!!  

hello there~ meow~~

ooops! i'm a tiger... raffff!!

SEE! all the time smiling ! he really look like a kitty cat. My darling cannot control himself putting it back when he hold it in toy's shop. have you see a tiger with round shape and smiling? arghhh!! too cute! 

meow! picture of me and darling (plus new family member)! raff!
aren't we cute too? 

best part is.... this mini tiger cost RM50 .... cant believe right?
lucky enough it also last stock everytime we see cute toys...
but still satisfied when i see his drama with that tiga everyday and start laugh himself.
*speechless*

Another part, me, mei hui and edmond visit the "Reject shop" and saw this beautiful
dress. they encourage me to try this up because suit me. actually
the main part is they never see me wear dress before =  =
me and mei hui in fitting room playing fool around. especially when she's wearing M size!
I'm proud of you mei hui! YOU CAN FIT IN! XD
looks weird. for me it looks like a swimsuit for you. (WE LOOKS LIKE SPIDER MAN!) :D

yea. end up they really buy for me... thank you so much both of u all. love you guys! 

Okay! my first post got to stop here. my energy is reaching the limit soon.... nites!