a little matter

Day 3. its been very long time never talk to him since that day we fight.
to be honest i suffered so much by purposely ignored him when he say he miss me. :(
i just dont know how to face him again...

This is the last week of December. I'm worried so much cause i still couldn't get an internship offered by any company yet and waited too long for their response. started feel weird about it, maybe there's something wrong with my curriculum vitae? I've checked for few times though. and there's no any possibility that i called 5 company and sent them my cv, none of them are giving me one single response....
damn... where's my luck man?..  >.<!
really hope that i can start my intern as soon as possible. patient~~

ps: i really dislike my aunt now. the way she cut my hair always not show my expected result even though i gave her some instruction. see! I look like 90% Japanese! i should look more mature since my face is super chubby already! :'(

winter solstice!

homemade tang yuan made by me! :D

supposedly mum and my brother is helping me out last night :'(

i still prefer the taste of tang tuan by homemade 

wherever i ate from any Chinese restaurant or else.

im gonna eat more cause is only once a year! LOL! 

enjoy! ciao~ :)

this december!

sorry. im planning make audience drool by these pictures first before i start talking  :D
yesterday had lunch with she ling in Zakka mini restaurant at sri petaling.
it is a very cute place there
also selling house and girls accessories. their concept is good but
hopefully attract more customers...cause is too peaceful there :s
yet, i rate it 4.5 stars!

good friend from PJCAD.  lovely her 

.... no, i only lagsana. not both!

last week i just back from INTI sfundamento camp... urm... participate as a crew there ^^''
3 days activities is rush and rush and rush. lead the whole team, is not easy. i was expecting we also have chance to join them and play as well cause this is my first time to participate in camp, jungle trekking, flying fox and stuff. disappointed for me.but im afraid of height so forget it  :P  its still fun to meet alot of friends there and the juniors. they are friendly and humorous! sometimes they have a strong personalities and motivation when comes to team work, really inspire me. actually the kids now days are not that bad as i imagined :)  

Heading to Trolak Felda Residence, Perak!! 

<3 <3 <3

classmate: Dashenee and Stephanie :) 

classmate: Jeremy and Raffique!

reach!

water rafting! heard one of a student break the bamboo when he sit on ,
shock! :P dont worry the pond water level is not that deep. but cant
gurantee there will be reptile or not :s its fun! 

END for today! :X

Semester 6 completed!

Finally... marketing project are officially done!
after 4 days of hardwork, we've earned RM662 total up! although there's many conflicts around us, you know it always have a argument when everything's settle but profit to share with all members....... yet, i still enjoyed so much with this experience. produce our own product, raising our campaign which we never did this with our own before. is extremely tired when i have to deal with one thing alone all by myself and other wouldnt give a shit but push their own responsibility to me back. it sucks.
but i still get comfort that my handmade pouch and earphone holder, those are best seller even still receive many students order. we still get good response from our friend, so we decide to continue our business when we got time ^^''
oh! do visit our facebook: https://www.facebook.com/pages/Bite/496776170343456
all are handmade! support us please? :)

I love this picture so much. after tiresome of Mr.adobe flash, jeremy draw us mini cute moustache on our hand while chit chatting :)

Well, assessment and exams just finish. time to move on to internships soon. will be more busy days coming :( so wish me luck to have a good company and nice people to work with.

date with mei hui!

I've spend such a nice day with mei hui today! greatest saturday ever! even though is only 2 of us. watch "The Thieves" in Tropicana City with couple seat, hahah! is weird like other couple beside keep staring at us. but we enjoy hugging each other when we get cold. :P by the way, is a nice korean+hong kong movie, a lot of funny scene and very cool action part when they trying to steal an antique from a dumb rich man(front part). and and i miss this part. i really like the girl who act "yenicall", forgot whats her name but i remember she is quite famous in korea. she is super hot in this movie. everybody got to watch! 

i like it very much, rate 5 stars! :) 

happy birthday yen shia!

Big day for my sister( Yen Shia ) today. I mean yesterday. just pass 3 hours ago. Unfortunately she cant celebrate her birthday with family... cause that bitch choose to celebrate with her boyfriend. = =
she's been checking her facebook notification for hours, and said to me: every year i received the same wishes in facebook, you better do something special" LOL. so i did this shit out. was expected will be done among 3 hour. who knows....... sigh* long story about that stupid house electric fuse burns out.

so she better click "like" in facebook. - -

hard days for sewing

damn frustrating...i skipped class for three day, guess this is the 3rd time absent for every subject. probably gonna receive a warning letter soon :(

how can i say....
i dont feel confidence on what im doing now, huge mistake i know. no matter how i try, again and again, still let people judge in the end... i know that i did too much mistake, i need people who actually truly support me at the back.... and i'm trying my best to improve, should know that it takes time and help. why must i be the only one to help people without their appreciate ? and why im the only one they are relying with but didn't show any contribution also?  i admit that i do care about what people talk about me. another mistake. for "teamwork" why you guys want to do this to me? another saying, i could thank you guys for encourage me to prove that i can do it and prove you all, not just talk like you guys :) and i can do the best for this team!



ps: i like it when i have bad shit mood to express my feeling on my blog, then my mood turns to positive after i write this blog. feel so much better now :)  but......
when can i stop doing this shit.... sigh*~  >.<