half story of the friends with benefit :)

WTF weyh! just now when i was helping my mum arranging the couches at living room, the dogs bark so hard from my neighbor house, i feel curious went out and check it was a indian guy staring at the dogs barking! i was like what the..! thought i saw something i shouldnt see, cause seriously! that guy standing pose look like a ghost standing and watch the dog bark till 1 minute he only walk by our house. on the same time mummy close the living room small gates, that feller stop and stare at us again! we pretend ntg happen continue do our stuff, but the guy still staring about 30 second he is still not moving! what the! my mom shout at him. still not moving. i shout too, then he only say us kurang ajar! = = i shout again "you tengok apa?!" he only start moving and say tengok org kurang ajar. SO damn speechless and so unsafe. imagine what if he turn back again?
really need to be-careful and alert. i just saw another news from fb. a girl about to go back home from parking place at The Curve mall, almost kena culik and rape. lucky she jump out of the car and save her life.
dear, our faithful police in our country, please do something before our country get more worst ? 


i hate getting so damn early and yet i slept late before the day! need to rush thousand of projects at the same day! and next week is assessment week! hope i pass though everything smoothly just next week pls? :(
i enjoy so much for today with my design team at OMD office, they are funny actually :)  and getting relax alot when after telling the truth to others... at the same time that person also feel happy all the time today and truth of her mystery finally reveal slowly...half solved can say... i know im stupid enough when i talk to her and look at her eye i still feel like im betraying her. but! im not regret of anything! my bestfriend are right! when you put so much effort and your heart to ppl, but that person treat you like SHIT reversly, better give up no matter how hard.
all i just hope i can solve this early to know what's hiding from me for 1 year plus from her and avoid anything happen at least for future.

To my friends, i know you guys care about me, keep on telling me no need care this kind of ppl, and dont even worth to get bother of.
yea.... if she's from july intakes i dont even give any piss of her. maybe will just not joining her?
but she's the first friend at college i met. the best friend i had the first time at college. im not regret i forgiving her too much, i can just blame myself know everything is not seem that right but i still believe on her.
call me a stupid cause im the person who give too much of feeling to a person/friends/bestfriend long time i couldn't take back anymore. :)

another topic, i feel useless at OMD office just now...
everyone is doing one project and i sitting there doing ntg :(  sorry for dasheenee... i should help you find picture but i cannot find better one and i feel so lost that time ..... ><
when i can get my confidence?! arghhh!!
oh! another selfphoto! ^^ going to upload to fb soon... thats it! nites everyone.
enjoy reading my blog edmond ? :P one long piece of essay... 

elder sis & younger bro! :) 

damn it! eye bad so thick and dark eye circle!!! 

for fb profile pic? 

nob!

being insame! :)

mother's day design consolation mine!
first time got award for my design, proud of myself! 

anyway! this have to be record down! i gt new hard disk!! yepiiiiieeee!!! ^^ 

birth of tiger-meow!

meow! yes! this is the fourth time create blog!
I've been stop blogging since about.... 1+ year i guess? my life become so extremely busy since i start college at PJCAD. TONS of assignment and projects are like a endless mission to complete! hope i can get a little time to blog as well. i actually like blogging but ..... the "best" part is when uploading photos! Seriously will take me much time to upload when line is slow. (as usual my house internet connection). plus the arrangement. OKAY! cut down grandma stories! i suppose to talk about me and my darling's tiger-meow!
It happened just yesterday!!  

hello there~ meow~~

ooops! i'm a tiger... raffff!!

SEE! all the time smiling ! he really look like a kitty cat. My darling cannot control himself putting it back when he hold it in toy's shop. have you see a tiger with round shape and smiling? arghhh!! too cute! 

meow! picture of me and darling (plus new family member)! raff!
aren't we cute too? 

best part is.... this mini tiger cost RM50 .... cant believe right?
lucky enough it also last stock everytime we see cute toys...
but still satisfied when i see his drama with that tiga everyday and start laugh himself.
*speechless*

Another part, me, mei hui and edmond visit the "Reject shop" and saw this beautiful
dress. they encourage me to try this up because suit me. actually
the main part is they never see me wear dress before =  =
me and mei hui in fitting room playing fool around. especially when she's wearing M size!
I'm proud of you mei hui! YOU CAN FIT IN! XD
looks weird. for me it looks like a swimsuit for you. (WE LOOKS LIKE SPIDER MAN!) :D

yea. end up they really buy for me... thank you so much both of u all. love you guys! 

Okay! my first post got to stop here. my energy is reaching the limit soon.... nites!